I know driving people away from me is like second nature, but I could really use company or at least like, some friends or something right now

I'm tired of this crap
I know I wasn't ready for that exam and I ignored everything and everyone around me for ages D;

I am such a shitty person and such a crappy friend DDD;

those results

AAAARGH I FEEL LIKE I FAILED
My friends (the ones who cared enough) would probably be pretty disappointed...
'Oh, you'll do fine.'
'I'm sure you'll be fine, you play great.'

LIES, I'M TELLING YOU
I
didn't do well.
I suck.
I suck at everything lately.

I suck so badly, and look, I suck at typing too. My hands are so screwy and shaky that I can't even type anything right.

I managed to drive away everyone in my life I need right now o___o .... Fuck, man. I suck at this so much.
I suck at the piano, I suck at school, I'm stupid, my brain doesn't even feel like my own, I even forgot how to spell words like 'intentionally' and 'personnel' this morning.... (??)

DDDDD8>>>>>
I heard those results, and I cried.
I am such a failure. I am such a disappointment.
I don't even know what my teachers are going to think.... 'Oh, you didn't do so well?'


Wow, look at me whine.
I even whine more like a loser than usual.










I fail at being everything, especially a friend.
Man, Raine must dislike me now too xDD
Just so dislikeable.

I was thinking today, while walking to school after piano that I really might screw up this whole juggling of piano, school, my parents, money issues, drawing and the internet. Not to mention how stuffed I'd be if I was still trying to take violin and maybe actually doing sport or a club I thought about joining. For a girl, I am pretty awful at multitasking. Well, not multitasking. Just living with more than 5 things to worry about.
The performance assessments for NCEA are coming up, and I really am a little apprehensive.
Actually, no. I'm not apprehensive of the performance assessments, I'm not going to fail that. EVER. DD< At least, I better not. I've been playing these pieces and working hard at them for a while, and I honestly believe that I WILL NOT FAIL. At the very least, I will get an Achieved... I don't know where this confidence is coming from, but I think that perhaps I have lost all confidence in one part and it's all gone to my NCEA tests. Lawl, that's not good. I have NO confidence in my grade exam right now. There is just no belief that I will actually be able to pass.
I know I need to work hard and I know I don't really have a choice in this situation because my mother has already paid.
Still, I just feel so... annoyed at myself for not really wanting to work for this. I will work my ass off for a test at school. I'll work my ass off all day, all week, whatever... but for the piano at this moment in time, I just have no enthusiasm. I was playing in lesson today, and when she asked me to play the Romance, I just went, '...Eurgh.' After trying to play it in front of her, I just didn't feel good about it. It just isn't up to standard. I'm sure this, aside from Puck, perhaps, will be my lowest score among my pieces. D; I'm going to listen to this all night today. I've gotta get it RIGHT. I've got to get it right.

She tells me that I have to do a concert for the piano teachers and some littlies at Square Edge, and that it would be a good opportunity for me to perform in front of a crowd, to prepare for the exam hell. Lawl, juken jigoku, like Fumoto-sensei says. I am SO WORRIED! Getting it all out in the open like this is NOT COOL!! DD: It's not like playing a piece that you know pretty well but haven't played in a while, this is a piece that I feel like I'm still LEARNING!

This is so terrible. I don't know if I can do this. Okay, I am going to listen to the Romance and play it everyday until the concert... (Oh no. That's 2 days.) 5 times. Lol... I'd better start today. I think I'll only have time for twice or so, I have homework and stuff to get to.
The romance.... the romance... god, I have lost ALL confidence I had in performing that song!! DD; I suck so bad, I can't bear it! I really considered changing songs today, even though it's kind of far too late... fuck, man. I so can't figure out what I really need to do to get the Romance sorted. D: Though she gave me many useful hints today at how to play it better. I really hope I can do it. I hope... *A*

The grade exam. Pieces. Scales. Arpeggios. Sight reading. Ear tests. Exercises. Fuck. Fuck. I am so desperately failing at this right now! My piano teacher tells me I've still got time to work this out, but I feel right now like I'm falling through this bit fucking pit of piano playing despair and the bottom is yet to hit me. God if I fail this, I am probably not going to be able to sit any exams like this again. It cost a lot, and I can't spare that kind of money right now.... DDD8> Auuu, this is so awful. The scoring is so hard for me now, I'm actually worried I will fail. This isn't like in school, where if I don't achieve with Excellence, it's a bit disappointing, it's IF I DO NOT PASS, I WILL BE SCREWED OUT OF MY MIND. Literally. Not only will my parents give me a hard time if I fail, I will probably be on the edge of suicide because I knew that I could have done better and passed.... aaagh.... I have got to pass. Even if I just manage it. Even if I get 66 points. If I manage 80 points, that'll be AMAZING. I have to pass. I have to. If I don't, I will probably just go 'pfut' on the floor. I'll work. I'll just have to work.
Wow, I'm really in a moaning mood today.

It's not like at school. If I pass, I will be happy. The torture will be over, and I won't have to worry. I also have the third movement to look forward to as a reward after the exams are over.
I have SO GOT TO PASS. I HAVE TO PASS I HAVE TO PASS

I am so worked up.
I am just so worked up about this.

Euphoria is something that I will just have to look forward to when the exams are OVER and I have the third movement to work on and I can finally get on the internet and post some GOOD artwork and whatever.
OH god, everything I think is important is going down the drain. Oh god. Oh god. This bites. It so does.

DDDDD8 *AAAAAAARGH SILENT SCREAMING*

Now I just hope I can get through my birthday without storming out in class and screaming that I do not want to deal with this right now or that I am so fucking tired of living that I want to just go and rot in the woodshed, etc. I don't think I will do that. I can't, however, predict how much grosser my mood and reactions will be by the time of my birthday. It's pretty bad now, I don't want to think about that. D:

Jiz is such a fucking amazing person. Did I mention that? God, she just posted like WOMGWTFHWST pictures. It's like, the biggest fucking ball of win I have seen in a long time. I feel bad.

It's Hatsune Miku! :3
Well, I don't really have much to say, considering that I haven't had real access to my journal in months. I thought that I would have lot of crap to just type out and vent away, but it seems that there's nothing to vent.

Having the internet back is really wonderful, but I really don't know what to do right now. I'm enjoying it, but I'm not doing anything worth doing. I'm not even reading Bleach or trying to catch up on any episodes of it... it's like, I was so happy about being back online.
 Not that many people, however, are online when I am. If they are, they're uber busy with something.

I'm trying to get a little help with my japanese writing and reading homework stuff, and the only person who has successfully helped me is Raine. <3 Thank you, you were awesome to talk to. In fact, I think it was the longest period of time I have talked to you ever. Aaah, you have such a manly awesome Aussie accent.
Yay for living just across the ditch. I've got to visit you someday.

I've been listening and looking things up on The Genderbending of Suzumiya Haruhi... it's so interesting, I haven't actually been this intrigued about a gender bending fan project before. There have probably been countless, I know, but I've gotta say that this one, (which seems like the most recent hard hitting gender bending project) is actually alright. For me, at least, I don't mind how convoluted this makes the series look.

In fact, many fans are saying that KyoAni won't even be able to ignore the fact that this is going on.

Haruhi has turned into Haruki or Haruhiko, I'm not sure, there's both. I personally prefer Haruhiko, but I think that they both fit perfectly fine.
The voice I've heard in dubbing isn't as upbeat as I think it should be, but it's still fine. xD Am I the only one who is slightly bothered that Haruki/Haruhiko is still wearing  his signature ribbon in almost the same way as normal Haruhi does?
Mikuru has been turned into Mitsuru. Also fitting... Mi-mi-mirakuru - Mitsurun run! I heard this, and I laughed. The fandub Mitsuru voice is actually quite cute. (Lawl, what am I thinking?)
Yuki has been turned into Yuuki, the stoic one. Of course. His voice is pretty sweet, might I add. I was listening to the Yuuki Yuki, Muon, Madobe Nite version and I thought it was pretty awesome sounding. xD Though the pitch change also works, because he still sounds like a guy. With the pitch change of Mikuru's, it sounds like a girl for a lot of it anyway.
Itsuki has been turned into Itsuko, which is appropriate. I've got to say, Itsuko is hot. Not like moe, but she's actually pretty. *laughs* In one of the dubbing songs and in the chara image song I heard of Koizumi's Maggaare Spectacle, it sounded very Koizumi silky like, and it was cute. Not to mention how GOOD her fandub voice is at singing. *A* The personality of the new Koizumi is that he is a racy, slutty flirt. Main aim being Neo-Kyon. *laughs again* I'd love to see how this goes one day. I also wouldn't mind doing random doujin with this idea in mind. It's about time I did some doujin, it's the most fun way to go about getting your artist back.
Kyon has been turned into
wait for it
Kyonko.
OMFGLAWDY WHAT IS THIS NAME. XD
I guess there's no real other way to feminicize (couldn't think of the right word, so just pulled this out of the air) Kyon's name, especially since it's a nickname. Out of all these mentioned characters, Kyonko is the cutest. Not just cute, but oh-so-moe. I mean it, she is so moe, she is already really popular with fans. Quote: 'Kyonko: tsundere w/ deliciously flat chest'. I've watched a lot of videos with Kyonko and Itsuko in them, I wouldn't pick this pairing, but it's still quite entertaining.
It's amazing how much in a lot of fandubs Kyonko sounds JUST LIKE HARUHI. It's like Nayuta, or something. Just with a rougher tone. Especially in the Kyon image song Kentai LIfe Returns, Kyonko singing it sounds just like a totally drained Haruhi droning something out on a whim. <3 It's actually a loveable song now.

Other such gender bended characters include Taniguchi and Kunikida... Kunikida was a rather girlish looking boy in the first place, so now that he's been gender bended, he's just a dere looking girl. Taniguchi, on the other hand, looks like a tomboy. Her hair is kind of the same looking as male Taniguchi... just longer.... and spiky ish. Oh well, it's not too bad.
There's also Tsuruya-san, male version. <3 I heard the pitched songs, and they were better than all the other male pitch changes.
The class rep, Asakura Ryouko, has been turned into Asakura Ryouta, or Ryou. There are variations, but it's pretty much the same thing.
Kyonko no Otouto... instead of Kyon no Imouto... lawl.

This is just.... so interesting.

Hmm.... it really isn't a coincidence that I begin to blather on and on when it's about MoSH or Haruhi in general.

Anyway, I've been into the Nico Nico Douga kumikyoku again, and I did really enjoy the Lantis one (though I couldn't ignore it's length) but the Urakumikyoku was actually better than the most famous one, and the Lantis one. It was more upbeat, and a lot of the transitions were very good. Especially the one to Maggaare Spectacle, that one was actually memorable. xD It was more exciting, and full of less crap. I only heard redone ones, but it was very good anyway.
<3

Something worth a mention that I've been doing on Youtube would be watching a lot of Minorin stuffs <3.... She's pretty, talented, modest, and her songs are really catchy. *A*

Some more random babble....
Aaah, my livejournal! It's back... ....
.....
There we go, now I am enjoying having a journal to spout all of this crap in.

I kind of want to go back to school right after I get home.

I am looking forward to having a morp and spending the night at Bridget's watching random movies and jamming junk food down my throat while sitting on her sofa. However, I don't have anything else to look forward to in the week following this one.
It makes it seem a little sad going back to Palmy with nothing else to look forward to.
I missed Armaggeddon.
I missed it totally, and I haven't even heard about how it was. DD: How disappointing. I would so have loved to go and binge anime spend.

*cries*
I don't have another Sci-fi anime con for another year! D8 This is a disaster.
0__0
Well, I suppose it's done now, there's nothing to do but wait for the next one and hope I get a costume.

....
Looking thrugh AS's Genderbending Haruhi thread.
The pictures shown are pretty awesome looking, actually. xD

I didn't have too much to say today, aside from the fact that I really like the random gender bending Haruhi fan-made dubs....
... and listened to much of the Nicox2 Douga kumikyoku....
Better crack on with that homework... or at least go through it again. Whatever. Just try to fill it in or something....

Wow, it's really been a long time since I've gotten to post here.

If it's not obvious, I've lost use of any kind of working computer, so I have to do this kind of thing at school. 
I really hate the fact that I don't have use of a computer in my own house, but I guess I can't change that. 

Um, anyway,
I don't have time to post anything worthy, 
it's Economics 
and I'm supposed to be studying.

Argh, 
if only I could...

Uh, 
and I'm going to learn Kung-fu from Jamie. Yay. Well, at least that sounds a damn sight more exciting than trying to fix my computer or even try to buy a new DVD player. 
Anyway,
I can't get onto my forum or anything right now so I think I will just write a little every once and a while during Economics when I can.

I really don't want to lose the lyrics to that medley, I really want to learn it...
even though I've only started really learning it today.

Romanized by EvilLinkz

01 - エージェント夜を往く / LindaAl-CUE 

motto takame te hate naku kokoro no oku made

anata dake ga tsukaeru tekunikku de

to kachi tsu kuchi te x 5 【 tokashi tsukushi te x 5 】 


iki masu!


motto takame te hate naku kokoro no oku made

anata dake ga tsukaeru tekunikku de

tokashi tsukushi te

honnou uzumaku sai naka ni ochi te ku tokimeki

koyoi dake no yume

odoru wa hageshiku

02 - ハレ晴レユカイ / 涼宮ハルヒ(平野綾)、長門有希(茅原実里)、朝比奈みくる(後藤邑子) 


aru hare reta bi no koto mahou ijou no yukai ga

kagiri naku furisosogu fukanou ja nai wa

ashita mata au toki warai nagara hamingu

ureshi sa o atsumeyou kantan na n da yo kon na no

oikake te ne tsukamae te mi te

ookina yume & yume suki desho ? 

03 - 患部で止まってすぐ溶ける ～ 狂気の優曇華院 / IOSYS


konbu da shi kii teru yo

katsuo to konbu no awase waza

konbu da shi kii teru yo

katsuo to konbu da yoo

04 - Help me, ERINNNNNN!! / ビートまりお


Aa, dou shiyou!?

takaku furiage ta kono ude ((　ﾟ∀ﾟ)o彡 ee rin! ee rin)

watashi no o tsuki sama sakasama no o tsuki sama

05 - nowhere / FictionJunction YUUKA


yanmaani yanmaani yanmaani yaiiya

yanmaani yanmaani yanmaani yaiiya

yanmaani yanmaani yanmaani yaiiya

futari o musun deru subete o miseru hoshi no

michibiki ni somui te massugu ni kake agaru sora ni aru tobira he

doko made mo watashi wa iku no

*06 - クリティウスの牙 / 光宗信吉


Y ' sokkou mahou hatsudou! baasaakaasouru!'

H ' baasaakaasouru!?'

Y ' shusatsu o subete sute, kouka hatsudou! koitsu ha monsutaa igai no kaado ga deru made nan kai demo doroo shi, bochi ni suteru kaado da. soshite sono kazu dake, kougeki ryoku 1500 ika no monsutaa ha tsuika kougeki dekiru!'

H ' kougeki ryoku 1500 ika!? ha?! ano toki ?!!' 

07 - GONG / JAM Project 


ima koso tachiagare

sadame 【 unmei 】 no senshi yo

inaduma no tsuruki de

teki o ke chira se 

08 - 森のキノコにご用心 / 下村陽子


Exiting the forest is super simple,

All you do is follow these patterns,

for the rest of your gaming 

09 - Butter-Fly / 和田光司

Love

10 - 真赤な誓い / 福山芳樹 


ima wa wakara nai koto bakari da kedo

shinjiru kono michi o susumu dake sa

donna teki de mo mikata de mo kamawa nai

kono te o hanasu mon ka

makka na chikai iiii

11 - エアーマンが倒せない / せら


ano tatsumaki nan kai yatte mo sake re nai

ushiro ni mawatte uchi tsuzuke te mo izure wa kaze ni tobasa reru

taimu renda mo tameshi te mi ta kedo tatsumaki aite ja imi ga nai!

dakara tsugi ha zettai katsu tame ni boku ha E kan dake ha saigo made totte oku ?!

12 - 勇気VS意地 / 佐橋俊彦


yuukan na hitomi hikarase shinka shi te iku tamashii

doko made mo mirai o mezashi

13 - アンインストール / 石川智晶


uninstall uninstall

kono hoshi no musuu no chiri no hitotsu da to

ima no boku ni wa rikai deki nai

uninstall uninstall

osore o shira nai senshi no you ni

furumau shika nai uninstall

14 - 鳥の詩 / Lia


( kieru ) hikoukigumo boku tachi ha miokutta

mabushiku te nige ta

itsu datte yowaku te ano hi kara kawara zu

itsu made mo kawara zu ni

i rare nakatta koto kuyashiku te yubi o hanasu

15 - you / dai 


anata wa ima doko de nani o shi te i masu ka ?

kono sora no tsuzuku basho ni i masu ka ?

itsumo no you ni egao de i te kure masu ka ?

ima wa tada sore o negai tsudukeru

16 - 魔理沙は大変なものを盗んでいきました / IOSYS


kirai kirai loving ( an a an an a an an )

dare ga dare ga can't be alive without you

doushite naze kashira ( an a an an )

why why why why don't I miss you a lot, forever ?

shira nai wa sonna mahou

omoi wa tsutae tara koware chau

anata to wa chigau kara

hito no kokoro made kantan ni nusuma nai de

17 - 思い出は億千万 / 蒼い牙


kodomo no koro yatta koto aru yo

iroase ta kioku da kouhaku bou atama ni

urutoraman urutoraman sebun

kodomo no koro natsukashii kioku

karee toka no toki ni gin no supuun me ni ate

urutoraman urutoraman sebuun!

demo ima ja sonna koto mo wasure te

nani ka ni owa reru you ni mainichi iki teru

misugoshi te ta keshiki wa okkusen man! okkusen man! ( ha ?n ?)

sugisari shi kisetsu wa gurafiti ?

kimi ga kure ta yuuki wa okkusen man! okkusen man! ( ha ?n ?)

sugisari shi kisetsu wa doramachikku~

18 - God knows... / 涼宮ハルヒ(平野綾)


watashi tsui te iku yo

donna tsurai sekai no yami no naka de sae

kitto anata wa kagayai te

koeru mirai no hate

yowa sa yueni tamashii kowasa re nu you ni

my way kasanaru yo ima

futari ni God bless... 

19 - もってけ！セーラーふく / 泉こなた(平野綾)、柊かがみ(加藤英美里)、柊つかさ(福原香織)、高良みゆき(遠藤綾)


motte ike!

saigo ni waracchau no wa atashi no hazu

seeraa fuku da kara desu ? ketsuron

getsuyoubi na noni!

kigen warui no dou suru yo ?

natsufuku ga ii no desu ← kya ? wa! ii v

20 - ガチャガチャへるつ・ふぃぎゅ＠ラジオ / MOSAIC.WAV(みーこ)


( kokumin zenin de )

gachagacha kyuu tto figyuatto '

atto motto oogoe de minna de sakebi masho u ?

figyua mo aru imi san jigen ♪

21 - 創聖のアクエリオン / AKINO


ichi man nen to ni sen nen mae kara aishi teruuuuuu 【 aishi teru 】

hachi sen nen sugi ta koro kara motto koishiku natta

ichi oku to ni sen nen ato mo aishi teruuuuuuu

kimi o shitta sono hi kara boku no jigoku ni ongaku wa tae na ( i ) 

22 - ふたりのもじぴったん / 神前暁


pittan tan ta moji pittan ( wan ☆ tsu ? )

rin ran ran ra mo ji pittan ( wan ☆ tsu ? ) 

23 - つるぺったん / Silver Forest (Kana)


pettan pettan tsuru pettan ( youji ? youji ? tsuru petayoujo )

pettan pettan tsuru pettan ( tsuru petatteyu ? na? ?!) 

24 - Here we go! / 近藤浩治 


niito ga ippai nikoniko douga

kyou mo asa kara

25 - true my heart / ave;new feat. 佐倉紗織 


omoi ha yasashii kishime e eeeeeen 【 kisu de 】


( ku ～↑ ru ～↓ ru ～↓)


omoi wa yasashii kishimeeeeeeeen 【 kisu de 】

26 - kiss my lips / ave;new feat. 佐倉沙織


kakeru sunahama oitsukeru ka na ?

feeling chikaduku yokogao

kiss my lips ryoute de dakishime te ~

27 - RODEO MACHINE / HALFBY


u?! u?! u?! u?!

o ma w o mai GONZO! ( o mai GONZO )

o mai GONZO! ( o mai GONZO )

o mai GONZO! ( o mai GONZO )

suimasen kore de nani kiku no ? (´・ω・`)

28 - 序曲(DRAGON QUEST) / すぎやまこういち
君が代（日本国新国歌 2008年～）


kimi iigaa dai ooo haa 【 kimigayo ha 】

chiyo ni yachiyo ni

saa zare seki no 【 sazare seki no 】

29 - FINAL FANTASY / 植松伸夫
君が代（日本国新国歌 2008年～


i iii waaa oo tonarite 【 iwao to nari te 】

ko oo keee nomusuuu maade 【 koke no musu made 】

30 - ガチャガチャきゅ～と・ふぃぎゅ＠メイト / MOSAIC.WAV(みーこ) 


gachagacha ki u ~ to fu i gyuatto ☆

kono machi ni ori ta e ~ njeru 【 tenshi 】

o de mashi ai no genkei shi

mousou! bakusou! inochi gake

gachagacha ki u ～ to fu i gyuatto ☆

motto! chanto! mede nasai!( Fu ~)

migaki nasai!( Fu ~) agame na sa ~ i!( Fu ~)

31 - あいつこそがテニスの王子様 / 佐橋俊彦


You are The Prince of tennis～

32 - レッツゴー！陰陽師 / 矢部野彦麿(でんちゅう)&琴姫(MOMOEIKA)


sugu ni yobi masho onmyouji!( re ttsu go ?!)

33 - さくら / 山田耕筰 feat. Fooさん


"Your name here" desu.

honjitsu wa nikoniko douga ( ganma ) ni

go akusesu itadaki,

arigatou gozai masu.

taihen moushiwake ari mase n ga,

kono douga wa moto saito tsugou niyori

goran ni naru koto ga deki mase n.

mata no go akusesu o omachi shi te ori masu.

There we go.
Eeh, pointless entry xD
Anyway, I'm kind of worried about school,
because I don't know what we need for the first day, I'm really hoping it's going to be a half orientation-ish day, but you never know.
I'll bring some money on the day just in case. D:

I love this version here. The idol master MoSH cast singing that medley...
can I just say that I love the way that Nayuta can do Hirano Aya really well? xD It's like, so cool.... I mean like, she's famous for doing it. xD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h-rHse5Hgfs

This is HER version of it....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qJdWoU4i2Mg

I really want to download this... o_o I so want to download it... DDD;

There are a lot people who sing this medley of songs, but I mean...
WAAH, I so want to give this a go! I'm not as talented as Nayuta-sama of course, but still DD;
It looks so fun!
*lawl obsessive*
I should probably ask Mei though, she's like, Nico x2 Douga pro.

I'm going to come back... I'm going to come back...
I swear... I'm coming back.

I swear.
I love this fucking fucked up school and my fucking shit life.
I won't leave it now.

I'M DOING ANOTHER MEME.
It's a fandom meme too, so like, watch out.


Since I'm a total dork, I'm going to go on about Bleach, Negima and Fruits Basket. >D
Stolen off of Gabrielle...

'One True Pairing' Ship
1) Ichiruki - IchigoxRukia
Like, how could this NOT be OTP? I'm sorry, but I just really have a thing for these two. I think they make a perfect couple.... and most of the fic I have from Bleach is simply based on this ship.... UNSINKABLE ICHIRUKI SHIP. I like pretty much everything about these two together. They fight, they get moody, they make up, they're sweet. >3 Lawl, I have a weakness for ships like this... I'm sorry, it may be a branch off of your Kairuki, but it's still my favourite OTP in Bleach.
2) Konosetsu - KonokaxSetsuna
THESE TWO JUST BELONG TOGETHER. They're like lovers, but at the same time, not. They're so cute together.... It's like, the cutest ship in Negima. There aren't all that many cute ships in this series... I love Setsuna's dere blushing when she calls Konoka 'Kono-chan', and I love how Konoka is so straight forward when she's talking to Setsuna. It's like, cute. These two are sweet.
3) YukixMachi
I mean, I totally love these two. xDD They're a great match. It's a shame they only became a pair so late in the series... but the way they treat eachother and see eachother is very sweet, I think. Machi is like, adorably embarrassed by Kakeru XD, and Yuki is like, so nice to her. I loved the fertiliser bit, though. That was totally LAWL MachiYuki moment. I like these two, they're awesome together. Not that they're not awesome seperately.

'One True Threesome' Ship
1) KaiKuuGan ship XDDD Kaien, Kuukaku, Ganju
Lawl, they're siblings. Sorry about .... how BORING this ship is, but I think they're awesome siblings! XD Kuukaku's like awesome, Kaien's like awesome too, and Ganju's like, awesome too. Even though you don't see them all together, you just know they were close. x3
2) THE LIBRARY EXPLORATION GROUP - YuexHarunaxNodoka
These three just belong together. Even if this is excluding Konoka, because she's a part of the LEG too, but still. These 3 are like, close as hell and they're so cool together. When they met, it was like, Yue was the apathetic expressionless one, Nodoka was the shy, quiet one, Haruna was loud, noisy talker. They're the best of friends though, and you can tell that they all mean a lot to eachother.
3) KakeNaoKimi ship. xD Lawl. Kakeru, Naohito, Kimi. Together.
Lawl, I decided not to go for the normal Mabudachi trio because it's like, so normal. I also already went with normal with the Library Exploration three, but yha. Aren't these guys great together? Student Council pride, man! Kimi's got her seducing skills, Nao has less patience than Kyon and Kakeru is like, the weirdest most awesomest of them all. They're great. 8DD

Canon Ship
1) Ichiruki - IchigoxRukia
I already said Ichiruki. It's as canon as you're going to get with Bleach, because technically, no one's actually together yet...
2) Konosetsu - KonokaxSetsuna
I already mentioned this too... a lot of my favourite ships are canon, yay. :3
3) KisaxHiro
Let's try something different.... I think these two are like, the sweetest thing. xDD They're so adorable. I mean seriously, adorable. I really love how these two are like, I care about you so much. Kisa's such a cute girl, and Hiro's like, always in conflict with himself. XDD Anyway, they're like, one of my favourite Canon ships. Really.

'Not quite canon but should be' Ship
1) UlquiorraxGrimmjow
LAWL they have such a RAWR relationship! XD I don't know why, but I think these two are awesome! Grimmjow is like spiffy rebel. Ulquiorra is like, hawt and impassive. Great pair, right? xDD Nah, I just think that Hime pairs are weak. I don't like them all that much. (and like, I think AizenMomo is canon, just a very screwed canon.)
2) AsuYue - AsunaxYue
There are some scenes where these two are together, and it's like, not gross or comedic or anything. It's like, a nice ship. It just doesn't really exist. I think these two are friends, but like, not friends enough. I guess I just like the episode where they have to dress up as weird balloon things and sing while spying on Negi and Nodoka. xD Lawl funny. It's actually not really anywhere near Canon, it's just a ship I like that's nice XD but I swear, it's not Fanon!! XD
3) Momiru - MomijixTohru
I tend to go for the sappy ships, don't I? xD These two are like, awesome friendly happy together. I like that kind of pleasant ship, instead of the kind of toiling difficult ships that are always on and off. (Ichiruki's not like that! It's not!) I mean... if Tohru had fallen for Momiji, the plotline would have fallen flat on it's face, but still.

'If this happens I'll stab my eyes out with a spork' Ship
1) Ichihime - IchigoxOrihime
OMFG, save me from these guys. This ship is so awful, it's not even funny. Regardless of whether or not her stupid unrequited love lasts through the rest of the bloody series, I do NOT want these guys to end up together... it's such a mismatch. It's like, so, so bad... *shiver*
2) KonoNegi - KonokaxNegi
These guys do NOT belong together. It's barely a ship anyway, but it's pretty urgh. Besides, Konoka is much better with Setsuna.
3) KyonxYuki
I mean, no yaoi. Please. Especially in a relatively decent series like this, NO GUY ON GUY SHIPS... Besides, it'd be so unlikely... if there's fic like this, I will so smash something.

'You are one sick bastard' Ship
1) IzuMomo - IzuruxMomo
Like, who would ever want these guys to end up together? Crush or not, Izuru is like a loser. Ever since he came into the series, in terms of how cool he was, he was like, 10 times dorkier than Hanatarou. Ew. Even that undying Momo deserves better...
2) ChiZie - ChisamexZazie
I mean, the net idol and the clown girl? Grow up, guys... not every girl in 3-A can go with another.
3) ShiRen - ShigurexRen
I always hated these two. Although it does kind of seem like they're two of a kind... 'My morals are so wrong! <3' buddies?

'I'm one sick bastard' Ship
1) UlquiorraxOrihime
I'm not sure why... but I think these two are actually pretty damn awesome together. I hate Orihime because she's stupid, ditzy, unbelievably UN-MOE, but she actually isn't so bad in this ship. Lawl, it's kinda hawt. xD
(cough, and you're wrong, I'm sure there are plenty of people who love Kisuke/Ururu.) xD
2) SetsuNegi - SetsunaxNegi
I love Konosetsu, really I do, but I mean... Setsuna and Negi are kind of cool together. o_o Wow, weird... I just kind of like these too... Teacher and student, and then teacher and student in a different way. Of course, I presume that Negi doesn't need training from Setsuna anymore, but anyway. It sounds creepy...
3) KakeruxTohru
I wonder if I'd ever give these two a go. xDDD


'I dabble a little' Ship
1) Ichiruki - IchigoxRukia
I don't really write fic much, but if I do, it's like, these guys. Oh... I suppose I do some random stuff on occasions.
2) Does not dabble about Negima. It's not worth the time.
3) Doesn't do it with FB either...

'It's like a car crash' Ship
1) Ichihime - IchigoxOrihime
These two are worse than a car crash ship. It would never work... the only reason it looks like Ichigo cares so much is because he is ALWAYS compelled to protect girls from danger. No matter like, who they are. Orihime, Rukia, like, even Nel. xD Their relationship is pretty unreliable, it just seems like it's kind of nonexisting. If these two got together, it would probably ensure that: Rukia is dead and so is Ishida. xD Absolutely.
2) AkoxNegi
With the 5 years older Negi, that is. It would never work, because he's like, not that old yet, and besides... she doesn't (didn't?) even know it was him. Like, an absolutely awful ship. I feel kind of bad for Ako.
3) ArisaxKyon
These two are like, always IC. As if they'd ever settle... anyway, they'd just be friends... I think I ran out of FB ships to hate. o:


'Tickles my fancy but not sold quite yet' Ship
1) GinRan - GinxRangiku
I don't like these guys all the way yet... there haven't been enough scenes of them to see how they REALLY feel about eachother, and whenever there is, it's just a bit of the past. No emotions or anything, just Rangiku getting ditched. (which doesn't really say love to me...) If Rangiku had gone to Hueco Mundo, it'd be like spiffy. XDD
2) I haven't got a Negima ship like this. o:
3) For some reason, all the FB ships kind of fit together... there isn't one that's not quite complete.

'Makes no canon sense but why the hell not' Ship
1) KeigoxRukia
*bursts into laughter* I'm sorry, I just want to see this xDDD This makes absolutely NO sense, but it seems like, weird fun xDD Ichigo and Tatsuki sounds neat, but like, she doesn't appear much anymore. D:
2) TakaAsuna - AsunaxTakahata
If these guys ever got together, which they won't, it'd be lawl.
3) HaruxKisa
I mean, these two are like, sweet. :3 He's so nice to her, and she's like a loveable puppy. x3

'Everyone else loves it but I just don't feel it' Ship
1) IshiHime - IshidaxOrihime
I don't understand IshiHime at all. It's KIND of nice, but I still feel like it's a totally foreign unplanned ship. Why do so many people like it? It's not just the fact that all Hime ships are like, gross, but it doesn't appeal to me.
2) AsuNegi - AsunaxNegi
These freaks are awful. I don't like Negi all that much. Asuna's a nice character, but she's like, there TOO much. I don't really like them together, their relationship is so pedo.
3) Kyoru - KyouxTohru
I really just don't know what goes on with this ship. I don't like it all that much, just because it's KYON, but I suppose it's okay... it's just not something I like. It's not that kind of ship. Though so many people adore it...

'When all is said and done' Ship
1) Ichiruki - IchigoxRukia
It's just like, the backbone of the series. ICHIGO AND RUKIA. YAY. Even though she kind of nearly died for a little while, Byakuya came and saved her, so she's like, not dying on the ground anymore. :3 I want to see how the KenpachixNoitra thing turns out, it's pretty awesome. I'll be really disappointed, however, if it turns out that like, his hollow hole is in his head or something. Because that's totally gay. >D IKE! KENPACHI!
2) KonoSetsu - KonokaxSetsuna
I'm really repetitive, aren't I? xDD
3) YukixMachi
Still repetitive. Like, what's there to hate, though?

'Guilty Pleasure' Ship
...
That's exactly what this IS. XD Like Gabby said.

'I can't believe I read it and liked it' Ship
1) o: Everything Ichiruki I read I liked and believed it. xP
2) Um... Things that go Nin-Nin in the night, that was actually pretty awesome. O_O Mana Kaede style.
3) ... I don't read FB fic. I just don't.

'Cross-Gen' Ship
1) Lawl, how does this work? Isn't Ichiruki pretty much cross-gen anyway? Cause like, Rukia's hundreds of years old or so? xDD Or at least 100. I think from what she said, she's like 160. xD
2) TakaAsuna - AsunaxTakahata
I suppose I just like these two.
3) I'll go with... .... ... Does KurenoxArisa maybe count? o:

'I could never abandon you' Ship
1) Ichiruki - IchigoxRukia
Still, I stick by this ship. No matter what happens, even if Ichigo ends up falling for Orihime after he goes and rescues her xD, I'll still know he loves Rukia more. >DDD It's like... so Canon I can't ditch it.
2) I could probably never abandon the ship between Yue and Nodoka. They're such good friends, and such... such NICE rivals for Negi's love. (which is the downside to this ship.)
3) YukixMachi
What can I say? My favourite ships just don't die on me.



Hm, anyway. I have no more time on the computer anymore, today is my last day.
School is starting soon.
I have to lose some weight.
I have to read more books.
Aaaaah, I want Skype at home so badly! xD